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Blue...

2009-10-09T14:26:00.002+07:00

Longer I'm standing here, more strange I become

Hhh... I'm so exhausted but my life must go on

Sometime I wanna close my six senses and forget the chaos around me

but I'm afraid to leave everything even just a glance

I don't want to lose my beloved things here.

My beLoved Shelter

2009-10-08T08:09:00.000+07:00

Hhm... That's my room guys!
I don't want to be an arrogant girl, but... That's my room!

Yeah!!! That's my bedroom in my mind! I just can imagine to have a room like this. It's so neat and elegant. Look at the color combination! Look at how neatly it is! These furniture are so suitable...
But, whatever it is, the greatest room is mine. My real room!

Now, check my room out, guys!
Actually I'm not ashamed to expose how disorder my bedroom condition is. But I just try to proud of my bedroom because it becomes my shelter. It's my beloved room.
My room is large enough for the first time I was here. Yet, sometimes I need another one bigger than mine. I think, I need more spaces even though I'm a tiny cute girl. hihihi...
The wall is white with pink curtain and white slight one inside. A bed (completed with the dutch-wife), a wardrobe, a table, and a chair are available in my room which is almost 4x3 meters in large. The floor is white too, but I covered it with a blue carpet which is combined to red and yellow circle. There is small space floor can be seen. For completing my necessary, I bought a mirror and a plastic rack for my staffs. I nailed up a whiteboard across my bed. I can see my notes there directly, when I open my eyes. There is a TV here, and I also put my laptop not far from my bed so I can reach and use it easily every time for doing my tasks. Furthermore, the most important thing is I can listen to the music all day long from my collections inside the laptop.
Ssst.... I often leave my room in disorder. There are many books or papers everywhere. Sometimes, it's so messy and I don't have a chance to arrange them neatly! But it's my shelter and I always love it.
What's else? Hhm... for you, girls! You can visit my boarding house and we'll spend our time in my room. Come in, please...

I'm sorry for my late posting, mom!

lyric of the day

2009-10-02T15:07:00.000+07:00

YOU BELONG WITH ME

You're on the phone with your girl friend

She's upset

She's going off about something that you said

she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in my room

It's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like

She'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts

I wear t-shirts

She's cheer captain

And I'm on the bleachers

Dreamin' about the day

When you wake up and find what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understand you

Been here all along

So why can't you see you belong with me

You belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans

I can't hep thinking

This is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench

Thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy

And you've got a smile

That can light up this whole town

I haven't see it in a while

Since she brought you down

You say you're fine

I know you better than that

Hay, whatcha doing

with a girl like that

She wears high heels

I wear sneakers

She's cheer captain

I'm on the bleachers

Dreamin' about the day

When you wake up

And find what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see

That I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you see you belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time

How could you not know

Baby you belong with me

You belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house

In the middle of the night

I'm the only one who makes you laugh

When you know you're about to cry

And I know your favorite songs

And you tell me about your dreams

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it's with me

Can't you see I'm the only one who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you see

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your backdoor

all this this time

How could you not know

Baby you belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

you belong with me

Have you seen the video?

It's so funny just like in tales

But, I believe that some of you've ever done in the same circumstance...

HAPPY EID MUBARAK 1430 H

2009-09-21T01:12:00.001+07:00

Assalamualaikum...

Finally... The day has come!!! Hurray!!!

It's the day...

The day when our rotten heart was purified

A new one was emerge to keep the faith

The faith that can make all of possibilities

to do the acts of devotion for God

So many hearts gather for the holy day

HAPPY EID MUBARAK 1430 H

No matter what I said, it just meant SORRY...

Forgive me!

goto-JP

2009-09-16T07:40:00.001+07:00

Every single step has a special sense that can't be forgotten...
So that's why I'll share with you about my friend's step and mine
Going to JP!!!

On the last second semester, my friend and I went to Jatim Park. It's our first plan since we made another plans for holiday.
Before we had flight to JP, my we had to work hard for Nanda's movement. I mean, nanda moved to his new boarding house. By my super girl power, I could lift his stuffs, even the heavy ones to his car. Unfortunately, a tragedy happened. My friend, Mb. Tari, was suddenly sick. She relapsed because of his asthma. But luckily, it didn't take so long time... Thanks God! so we can continue our journey.
About at10am, we arrived JP. We do hope it wasn't so crowded, but it showed the opposite though it's Monday. Hhhm... Ok! no problemo! Keep our intention and Let's go forward!

During in TKP, we're on the razzle. We're well out of any terrible exams. It's actually a good time! And the most exciting moment was enjoying Tornado. I was at the point of death, but it's so impressing!
Our journey was finished by dinner. And I'm going to continue our next plan.
Wait my another memorable things...

2009-09-07T23:28:00.001+07:00

Whew! i don't know what I feel know
I'm jammed in cul-de-sac. It press me tightly!

I'm so tired. So exhausted!
I don't know what's happening.
If I could be more careful one, it wouldn't happen
These are too heavy to be lifted at a glance

Trouble is a foe, but trouble is a friend of mine
It won't ever be win!
I try! I try!

lyric of the day

2009-09-07T22:50:00.003+07:00

TROUBLE IS A FRIEND by Lenka

Trouble will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter of you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm and the cry in the morn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but then start to loose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the winds
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah, trouble is a friend of mine, ooh

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him
He always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the winds
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah, trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm a sucker of his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah trouble is a friend of mine, ooh

Oh how I hate the way he makes me fell
and how I try to make him leave, I try
oh oh, I try

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the winds
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win, but I'm sucker of his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah trouble is a friend of mine, ooh

Happy Your Day

2009-09-05T23:55:00.001+07:00

tik tok... tik tok...
Just several minutes left for today
September 5, 2009 will be end

I wanna say special words you would hear once annually
H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

Happy Birthday, Nda!
I wish all of the best for you
Just be more humble, mature, and wise...
I'll keep you as my adviser

And one more...
I do hope Narnicus becomes our eternal relationship with the other friends

So Exhausted Weeks

2009-09-05T10:29:00.001+07:00

Hi...

Finally, I can cental-centul maning, rek!

I don't know what I've been doing this month. It's the busiest time for me.

I just remember that I woke up early in the morning then backed to my boarding house in the evening, just for taking a rest and sleeping in the night.

Ohh... my dearest room, You're my best shelter only.

Hhm... I think, I'm getting an acute homesick now!

As you know that during the last long holiday (maybe about 2months), I was at home totally just for 2weeks.

The first week I was at home is eight days before the presidential election. After that, I had to go to Pare for a month. During I was following course there, I didn't feel happy and satisfied. No any special thing I had. Uups!!! The special thing is I ate tempe penyet almost everyday for a month, you know!!!

Hhh... So, I had left my beloved home in the holiday time which I should spend happily.

After course, I enjoyed my days at home. One more,,, it's just not more than a week! I had to back to

Malang to manage my duty in a committee I join, that is FIB's student day '09, as public relation division. So many troubles that my co. and I had to solve. We're under staff! The other member couldn't help us because they're still at their hometown.

The most busiest time is during this 2 weeks. I become a commuter. I had to commute from FIB to do my duties as public relation. Beside that, FORSAP (Forum Solidaritas Arek Probolinggo) has a plan to hold "Welcome Maba" shaped in break of fasting together, and I become the treasurer. And then move to INKAI (Institute Karate-do Indonesia) to realize my division's program that's to open recruitment for new karateka. My friend, namely Galuh, and I spread more than 100 pamlets over UB in the night. Luckily, my loyal friends, Nanda and Pcik, accompanied me. Forgive me, guys! because of this, we canceled our plan to break of fasting together, and we backed to our boarding house at10p.m until starving to death! Hhhh...

My sufferings don't stop at this point... I hope I can face and solve wisely.

And now I'm tired and hungry.

Ssstt... I wanna have a meal! I'm not having a fast today

Bubbye!! Yihuir jian!